Post by ALEX TURNER on Apr 10, 2009 22:12:15 GMT -5
(ALEXANDRE LEE TURNER)
[/size][/font][/center]Hello! It is a pleasure meeting you,athaza. Well, your file claims you are sixteen years old and that you are a gender. That's very interesting! It also says you own jasper sterling, taylor jameson which is fascinating as well. In case we need to reach you, which would be the best way to contact you? pm? We will get back to you shortly once we are finished reviewing your application! Thank you and have a nice day!
FULL NAME;; alexandre lee turner
NICKNAMES;; alex
BIRTHDATE/AGE;; march second ; twenty
SEXUALITY;; gay
PLAYBY;; pete wentz
GENDER;; male
HAIR;; dark brown
EYES;; brown
HEIGHT;; 5'11
WEIGHT;; 150 lbs
STYLE;; he always looks clean and approachable, wearing typically jeans, converses, and a t-shit, hoodie, leather jackets, vests or any of that normal upper apparel. He loves hats, sunglasses, and showing off the tattoos that are on his arms and chest. Time to time he'll sport eyeliner, but that doesn't make him look anymore intimdating with his white smile. He isn't thin or lanky being tall and having nicely toned body.
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LIKES;; lying, being adored, laughing, getting his way, using people, not being caught, drinking, parties, sunglasses, his bass, music, gum ball machines, root beer floats, tangerines, good smelling shampoo, cute boys, bubble letters, the color blue, Izzy, tootsie rolls, jogging, innocent/naive people, control, illusions, m&ms, tattoos, piercings, looking at stars
DISLIKES;; being caught in a lie, old people, rabbits, traitors, mattresses you just sink into, weird looking hats, his brother, porcelain dolls, being put on the spot, someone else's girlfriend/boyfriend, commitment, surprises, lickerish, other cynics, arguing, strong cologne, whistles, people who tap their feet, beards, loud cars, airplanes, dust, flowers
GOALS;; be a great musician, live on his own again,
FEARS;; doesn't trust others, being put on the spot, being caught in a lie or others realizing his true intentions
SECRETS;; is fake, ruined his only relationship in order to save them
OVERALL PERSONALITY;;
Charming ?
From how he speaks to how he carries himself, Alex is a sweet talker. He knows how to play his cards right, and is flexible enough to get in any clique or on anyone's good side. Art, Academics, Athletics, Music,, Theater. He seems to find a way into all the them without appearing out of place. It actually very hard to hate him. The boy is careful to avoid any soft spots on other people and tries his best to make them him feel comfortable. With his high self confidence, he always has a bright smile and soft eyes that no one would question. Really, everything he does always seems to be in everyone else's interest, being a gentleman no matter who he is with. He holds the door open, compliments now and then, yet never seems overly clingy or obnoxious. Everything about him it always in perfect amounts. Maybe a little too perfect? Being lovable, he also tends to be very persuasive. His sweet manner makes it hard to say 'no' after so many good experiences anyone had with him. With his charm, everyone assumes they wouldn't lead him astray. And, after all, it isn't like he does it sloppily. He wraps his requests with warm words, tying it so nicely together with a bow that you'd never realize what you were agreeing too.
Sarcastic ?
There are cynic's in the world that shout their opinions or rain on everyone's parade. Alex isn't one of them. This is because being outwardly sarcastic isn't a challenge and truly it would conflict with his charm. Instead, he likes to mess with people. Time to time the sentences that leave his lips have a double meaning or an insult hidden within. He is very sly about his wording and no one would expect it with his kind tone or behind that gentle grin. It's his way of relieving stress and amusing himself at the same time. It's all like a game. The more people he sarcastically insults with zero comeback, the better he is doing. Over the years, it nearly become a second nature. And truly, he doesn't think the world is as beautiful as he pretends. Life has it's highlights, but in his mind you're blind if you don't notice the filth in the world. People that choose to see rainbows all around them are usually the center of his secret ridicule.
Dishonest ?[/size]
One lie turns into two and then another in order to hide the first two. It becomes a dangerous web and turns your life into a journey where you're constantly walking on egg shells. That's Alex's life. Except the compulsive liar over the years has figured out the right techniques to avoid having to constantly look over his shoulder and wonder if this last lie would come back and bite him in the ass. The boy finds it way too easy the lie and mixes true stories with lies. The only liar guideline he doesn't usually follow is exaggerating to show off. Everything else though is fair game. If he gets in trouble he'll lie about where he was, maybe make up something about his past, and twists nasty stories about himself to see more pleasant. Really anyone could say crap about him and he'd find a clever lie to turn it around on them, even if what they said was the truth. A problem with lying all the time is he tends to forget what is truth and what is fiction. As well, it is sometimes hard to keep up with his last lie without conflicting with the others. Who he lies the most to isn't his friends, acquaintances, or even his family. He hides the truth more than often from himself...
Controlling ?[/size]
Life can't be speeding past him, Alex can't stand for that. He must constantly have some control over small things like conversations to larger things such as the people around him. The boy can seem OCD about it, his hunger for control reflecting in the organization of his room to doing things in routine. He hates surprises. He'll usually grin and bear it, but deep down he can't stand when he doesn't see something coming. The power you have over people when you know them so well that you can predict their next moves is what he desires most of all. Being a step ahead is ideal and he enjoys watching his plans gradually fall into place. With this power and control, it easy to get on his good side when you adore how everything in his life appears to be 'perfect'. The boy loves attention especially from the people that are simply pawns or putty in his hand.
Manipulative ?[/size]
Alex is two-faced, you couldn't explain it any better. He acts like the boy who would rescue a puppy or donate to a cancer fund, his exterior appearing like the most caring person in the world. He doesn't look like he'd hurt a fly and has a contagious and irresistible smile. Unfortunately, no one is that pure. An even sadder note is Alex probably never had good intentions. Everything he does revolves around him in some way. Whether it's comforting a friend of his to starting a conversation with a stranger, it's all about him. Underneath he has some devious plan that this person had unknowingly become a part of. Once he gets another 'toy' he becomes very possessive of them, and though it might seem he is simply protective, he really doesn't want anyone to interfere with the control he has over them. For some sick reason, everyone in his eyes is just another puppet. He'll yank their strings every which way for his entertainment, and will continue to sleep soundly. To him, there is no reason to be sympathetic or feel bad for hurting others. Everyone's a tool. With his cunningness, it's hard to figure out what is truly turning in those gears. If anything, people don't find out till it's too late...
Flirtatious ?
After everyone gets comfortable around him, a huge trait of Alex's begins to surface. He's a big flirt. At first it might be a little compliment here and there, but soon it becomes obvious. He isn't ashamed of being a little bold and tends to target the naive and innocent. Occasionally he likes a challenge, yet he'd rather try to win the hearts of people that are more likely to fall head over heels for him. The problem once he wins someone's heart and they bring up the 'relationship' word, he gets scared. The boy has had relationships... but that doesn't mean he wasn't getting something else on the side. The terrible truth is, he can't commit. He has too much fun fooling around to stick with one person. With dozens tempting him everyday how could any boyfriend expect anything else? A rumor also goes around a lot that Alex is a 'boyfriend stealer'. If only it wasn't true. The boy sees other attachments to his current lover as minor obstacles. All they do is make the relationship a little more secret, which in a way only makes them more desirable. And even if he breaks up the relationship, so what? He'd just be happily the tables weren't turn and move on.
Within ?[/size]
In the background when he is alone or not completely acting, Alex is a very different person. It is already discussed that he is cruel and likes to use people, but he has insecurities. The reason that committing to anyone is a big problem for him is because of his own issues. He doesn't trust anyone. He'll do it subtly in public, but he's always looking over his shoulder. It could be a sign that he does feel guilt, but nonetheless, his paranoia plays an active part in his life. If he feels like someone is about to back stab him or turn, he'll either cut off their connection to him or take a jab before they ever have the chance. He won't stand to look like the fool. As well, he doesn't do good under extreme pressure. Questions on the spot have never been his forte and if they're very deep or repeated he can crack. To some cracking is crying and confessing to everything. To Alex... it's getting angry and breaking whatever shit is closest to him. In a way, it only reveals the real asshole that hides deep inside himself.
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MOTHER;; Janet Turner, forty, fashion designer
FATHER;; Benjamin Turner, forty-two, science researcher
SIBLINGS;; Quinn Turner, sixteen, unemployed
PETS;; Izzy – one year old bulldog
HOMETOWN;; Chicago, IL
OVERALL HISTORY;;
{Once Upon A Time}
Janet was young, beautiful, and talented. She wanted to get her fashion labels everywhere and her face on magazines for her amazing cloth lines. Her whole life revolved around the subject and after a few years of college – dropping out after she felt her teachers could not understand her – she was ready to make it big. One problem though. In the world of the rich, Janet was dead broke. All she needed was a few hundred dollars to launch and show off her products, but she didn't exactly have those types of funds. At a formal party of one of her 'friends', she began flirting with the men there hoping to use them to start her business. That's where she met Benjamin Turner. The young man was fresh out of college, already having numerous job offers for his excellent skills in numbers and science. He was soft-spoken and many of his friends would call his quite the pushover. The perfect victim for Janet. By the end of the night she had the money she needed and decided to give Benjamin, who was average when it came to looks, a pity date. In her mind, it would be good to have him on her side.
{The Deal Sealer}
After the first date it became another and another. Benjamin felt like the luckiest man in the world and finally after a few months of going out proposed. To his friend's shock, Janet accepted. Unfortunately, she didn't love him. This was all out of her own greed. Her fashion line was doing well, but Benjamin was definitely bringing in a nice income. So the two wed and all she would have to do was start a sentence with 'Benny' or make a pout, and she got whatever she wanted. Really, Benjamin spoiled her rotten, in hope that if he continued to make her happy with possessions she'd stick around. The man didn't ask for anything at all. Janet didn't even have to get pregnant early on in their marriage in order for him to stick to her side like glue. Still, she saw the trend of pregnant celebrities and how cute babies were. It was no surprise she wanted one of her own. So as if it were an ultimate way to seal the deal, Alexandre Lee Turner was born. He had obviously got a lot of his looks from his mother and to many surprise, she didn't push him a way like a doll when she figured out how much work a baby took. Lucky for Alex, maternal instincts had kicked in and he wasn't abandoned to nannies.
{Sugar, Spice, And Everything Nice}[/size]
Being flaunted over by his mother, Alex was placed in many environments as a child. When he was seven she already began placing him in sports like soccer, taking him to art classes, and sending him to day camps. The real reason was because Janet wanted to be seen and show off her son, but in some respect it gave the boy early on the capability of mixing in within any environment. He gained confidence from excelling in the events he was in and to everyone else in the world he appeared to be a total sweetheart. Then again, until he was eight he was truly as kind hearted as his father. Maybe a little spoiled, but not as power hungry as his mother. He just went with the flow of things, enjoying life, till reality slapped him in the face.
{Truth And Fiction}[/size]
At a young age Alex figured out that everyone was a big fat liar. It wasn't that hard to comprehend when he watched it everyday between his mother and father. His mother was constantly lying between her teeth, insulting her husband between compliments, and he knew their love was a complete charade. Working off that model, Alex saw more and more of it once his eyes were open. The maids stealing his mother's jewelry, the man that always happened to stop boy the neighbor's house when the husband was out, the babysitter inviting her boyfriend over when she was suppose to be watching him, the store clerk overcharging his mother on cloth and leather, the list went on and on. And when asked, when suspected of their wrongdoings, they always said 'of course, not'. In order to fend in this world, from what Alex's young mind grasped, was to be one of these lairs. Otherwise you'd be pushed around, just like his own father. After being introduced to the cruel world, something changed in Alex. He began mirroring more of his mother at home, constantly needing control and accepting that if you're soft you'll get all walked over.
{School Helps You Learn}[/size]
When he reached middle school his lying had been perfected. He understood in order to be believable he'd have to keep the side that knew the truth about the world underneath, while the naive sweet boy stayed on the surface. It didn't bother him that much. He enjoyed the challenge of hiding a part of him and at the same time manipulating the people around him. They were all his puppets and toys. That's all they were to him. Once he got them on his side, they could be used for anything. It also became apparent that he knew how to play dirty. When he found out his girlfriend in middle school was cheating on him, he confronted this boy, and ended up cheating on his girlfriend and making out with the same boy. It definitely was a stab at his girlfriend, losing both his boyfriend and the boy on the side, but it definitely was a revelation for Alex. He realized he didn't like girls at all. What he had between that girlfriend was nothing compared to how it felt to make out with that one boy. Of course, the boy was only one of his flings and Alex moved on to bigger and better things once he graduated.
{Wrapped Around My Finger}[/size]
Entering high school Alex had no trouble getting his way into different cliques and begin to bend people to his own agenda. He gained a lot of his popularity by being very outgoing, but as well continued playing his bass that had the nice plus of grabbing attention. As he made his way up the food chain he had a few people flirting with him, but there was one more than anyone else... Peter Walker. Initially he didn't know much about the boy, other than he played guitar and wouldn't stop pestering him. At first he just tried to be nice, but that only resulted in the other boy getting the wrong idea. When the boy invited him to hang out, he decided maybe this would be the perfect time to show him the real Alex and tell him to fuck off while they were in private. By the time they were alone together though, Alex couldn't do it. As they started talking, connecting, Alex couldn't get up the line that was trapped in his throat. He realized he liked Peter... more than he liked anyone before. He was sweet, easy going, and when the sarcasm left Alex's lips Peter noticed but didn't care. For once, he didn't want to use that naive nature to his advantage. He couldn't bring himself to use him like he used everyone else in the world.
{Could This Be It?}[/size]
The changing point in his friendship with Peter was when the boy invited him over to his home. After he had heard stories about his father, Alex for once wasn't completely comfortable about coming over. And really, he always felt weird around parents, especially the way Peter described his dad. When Peter brought him in front of his dad in the living room, Alex was confused what the other boy was planning on doing. If anything, he didn't even want to be inches a way from his old man. Then Peter told him two words, and he could read the rest of the story through his eyes. “I'm bi,” That was all he needed. Immediately he pulled Peter into a kiss, nothing amazingly passionate, but to show he felt the same way. Alex immediately regretted what he did for two reasons. He was afraid that Peter deserved much better than a two-faced liar like him and a second later he was kicked out by his dad. The man completely turned on them and he would have yelled back at him if he didn't want to get Peter into more trouble. God, he hated Peter's dad. It was a miracle afterwards Peter wanted to continue their relationship, until Alex noticed something that made his stomach turn.
{Goodbye Forever}[/size]
Alex had done pretty well keeping his flirtatious impulses to himself, but it wasn't his own actions he was worried about. Peter's father was beating Peter. He knew it. No matter what Peter did or how he hid it, he knew his father was abusing him harsher and harsher. Alex was very smart, but you didn't need brains to figure out why. His father didn't approve of their relationship and was taking it out on Peter. The week before he decided how he'd end Peter's pain from his father, Alex was upset. He couldn't concentrate in class, dented his wall when he punched it in anger, and felt like a wreck. There was only one solution and that was to end their relationship... something that he didn't want to do at all. Worse of all, Peter would see right through it. He'd know if Alex broke it off nicely that he really didn't want to do it. The only way he could do it was by hurting Peter. Alex had promised himself he'd never be cruel to the boy, but he didn't know how else to do it so Peter would never run back to him. One weekend he called up a boy who he had recently been flirting with him to come over, and had led Peter with false cues to come over as well. His hope would be Peter would come over right a way, but he came slower than he imagined.
In the end, the boy he invited over and him ended up on his bed, kissing him, both of them naked, and on top of each other. Alex was completely disgusted with himself, but he tried to convince himself this had to be done. No matter how dirty and wrong he felt, he had to do it... When the door finally opened the sex was over and the other boy was lying his head on his chest, tracing his finger over Alex's tattoos. Taking a deep breath he tried to pretend Peter was anyone else, something he had tried to practice all week so he wouldn't chicken out and beg Peter for forgiveness. Rising from the bed with a smug expression, he gently removed his arm from around the boy's waist to get up, put on his boxer, and face Peter. Like the ass he pretended to be he said a few words, but the most important part that he knew shattered Peter was when he said, “We can still have sex,” When Peter left upset and broken, it took all Alex's effort to not run after him. His hands turned into fist and when the other boy came to him, kissing his lips, and saying he still had him, he pulled the boy off him and pushed him back on to the bed. He told the the boy, who he referred to as a 'bastard', to not touch him and get the fuck out of his room. His purpose was over and he didn't want to see him again.
{Hello Tomorrow}[/size]
When he heard Peter had ran a way Alex felt awful. For the first few months everyone sympathized Alex, having no idea how he had completely destroyed his ex. He would snap at them, his true side showing, but they all only pitied him more. Through that time he walked around the city when he wasn't in school, saying he was 'taking a jog,' but really hoping he'd see Peter again. Any sign that he was okay would satisfy him. Eventually he had to try and move on. Peter never completely left his mind, but he knew he couldn't live the way he was. Again life went on like it had. Alex 'sweet-side' came back and everyone was happy. He played his bass to distract himself, did a few shows with his friends, dated other boys, and lived like he normally had. Upon graduation he had no idea where he was going to go with his life. He had hoped to continue on with his music, but his mother never approved of it. She told him her 'perfect' son had to go to college. Everyone else's sons were going to college. That meant so did her little angel.
{Destiny's A Bitch}[/size]
Getting gigs every once and awhile gave him a source of income but his mother wasn't satisfied. She was always yelling at him for not being like every other good son. He refused to be a doctor, a lawyer, an engineer. She told him if he didn't get a job he was worthless to her. Even his shy younger brother would be more successful and a better person to continue on the family name. One night his mother went too far, saying he was fucking up his life and pressing harder and harder on his buttons. He had took the abuse for over a year after he graduated, and finally cracked. He was in the living room with his mother and completely turned on her yelling back. Usually he had a lot more control or almost appeared amused by her, but he lost it. He pushed over the vases and lamps in the room, over turning a chair, and pushing his mother into a wall. When she continued to fly insults and curses, he got madder and finished his rampage by slapping her in the face. As she crumbled to the floor crying, he took a step back feeling guilty but at the same thinking she deserved it. Knowing he would no longer be welcome at his home he went to his room, grabbed his belongings, and left.
Alex had no idea he'd end up in St. John's...
Nor that he'd see the boy he had hurt, again.
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