STERLING, jasper

[JASPER STERLING]

(JASPER STERLING)

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FULL NAME;; jasper isaac sterling
NICKNAMES;; jasp – use at own risk
BIRTHDATE/AGE;; january first ; eighteen
SEXUALITY;; bisexual – but favors men
PLAYBY;; bellz

GENDER;; male
HAIR;; black (though sometimes dyes it with a crimson streak)
EYES;; milky blue
HEIGHT;; 5'10
WEIGHT;; 150 lbs
STYLE;; dark clothing, that really sums it up. He favors plain or skinny jeans, dark t-shirt, and sometimes will get fancy and add a hat or fingerless gloves. Jewelry and bandannas also aren't uncommon, nor are black framed glasses when he's too lazy to put in his contacts. He doesn't try to hide his tattoos, piercings, or sometimes dyed hair. The more intimidating he is the better...

LIKES;;
» rain
» old cartoons
» making people jump
» getting away with everything
» parties
» drinking
» cigarettes
» quiet areas
» mirrors
» cuddling
» kissing
» laughing
» long hot showers
» showing off
» reading in libraries
» doodling
» writing reminders on his hand
» taking naps outside
» puzzles
» mind games
» animals
» arguments
» pissing people off
» swearing
» acting being intelligent
» the abnormal
» hot chocolate
» umbrellas
» photography
» horror films
» cooking (and is good at it)
» a challenge

DISLIKES;;
» paper cuts
» traitors
» elevator music
» ponchos
» fast food
» heavy books
» driving slow
» reptiles
» repetition
» rich brats
» head-over-heel lovers
» fake smiles
» sour milk
» smelly laundry
» chalkboards
» sob stories
» losing
» drug addicts
» obnoxious screaming
» most sports
» coffee and soda
» excessive amounts of sweat
» warm predictable chick flicks
» emotional pain

GOALS;;
» travel all over the place
» till the day he dies do incredible stunts (bungee jump, sky dive, etc)
» open up to someone... eventually... maybe... probably not
» stop trying to commit suicide
» move on

FEARS;;
» losing everybody and everything
» rejection
» not living a fulfilling life
» losing control
» going blind

SECRETS;;
» can't stand being alone
» constantly attempts suicide
» is mean because he's depressed
» is soft underneath his hard shell
» envies a lot of the people around him
» can't stand watching other people eat

OVERALL PERSONALITY;;

• CYNCIAL, this word describes jasper loud and clear. In this big bad world, the truth is you can't trust anyone. All you have is yourself to rely on and if someone's sees weakness you'll be devoured by dogs. The boy doesn't see the silver lining in any situation. While waiting at a bus stop a stranger could say, “this city is so beautiful,” With a sneer, jasper would probably say something along the lines, “beautiful? you call this polluted, blood covered city, beautiful?” If you need someone to be a downer, here's your man. He'll eat your dreams and smash your hopes. People who grow closer to him figure out that this trait might be caused by his slight depression, but unfortunately not many people get that far. Not trusting anyone he has a hard time opening up and not many people can take his jackass attitude
  
• ARROGANT, just because he isn't optimistic doesn't mean he hates himself. No, jasper loves himself. He doesn't care that he doesn't wear designer clothes and looks like a bum half the time. He has truly accepted that no ones opinion matters but his own. The man can completely shrug off others insults towards his appearance or body. Actually, he doesn't have much of a temper because he just pushes everyone else's thoughts towards him aside. Sometimes he even pretends what another says, which is vile, as a messed up compliment. It's funny how this trait many would think is bad, is actually the reason the male is so confident. He doesn't come from an elite society, his parents aren't plastic surgeons or actors, he doesn't have much power, but he acts like he has all of this. You wouldn't imagine how many don't figure that out till later on.
  
• DEPRESSED, deep down jasper is pretty depressed. The recent death of his brother has left him heart broken. A few times he has consider killing himself just to see his brother again, while other times he just acts plan mopey. This characteristic is what motivates him to be so hard shelled and let few in. The common question that comes up when he makes even a single friend is, “what if I lose them?” The boy can't take another death or betrayal. That will break him into little tiny pieces. This is the reason friends are far too few for him. It's almost a fear that he'll be happy again only to be back stabbed in the end. Not many realize how depressed he really is. The boy does a good job hiding it, behind other emotions
  
• SUICIDAL, along with being depressed the boy is very suicidal. The whole reason he's at St. John's is to get him to stop making attempts to take his life. Whether he feels alone or is just sick of living, the therapists don't appear to be making much progress. It wouldn't be odd at all if you saw him sitting in a bathroom staring at a capsule of pills and debating whether to take them. He's really tried everywhere possible that won't leave a big mess. Jumping, overdosing, hanging... The boy is very unstable. A simple insult won't send him off the deep end, but if something builds up and he doesn't release it in a healthy way, it tends to blow up with a suicide attempt. Jasper realizes what he does hurts the people around him, but he doesn't know any other way to obtain some control over his life. It's like everything else is spiraling out of his grasp and the only thing he can hang on to is having the power to take or not take his life.
  
• COMPETITIVE, losing never appears to be an option for Jasper. He loves winning more than anything in the world. The boy has never been one for sports – though has a very mean sucker punch – but he takes great pride in his intelligence and logic skills. Underneath that pale cold face is a very deviant mind that never gives up what it wants. Even if the boy has to play dirty, he will get what he wants in the end. On the rare chance he loses though, he can be pretty devastated for awhile. Jasper isn't the type of guy to want everything in the world or be completely spoiled. The things that he desires should feel honored as he rarely chases after objects that give him a hard time.
  
• VICIOUS, he's plain out mean. Many things he'll ignore but if you insult one of his soft points your dog food. Like a rabid wolf he'll find your weak point and go straight for the neck. Revenge is a big deal with him, same as an eye for an eye. He won't stand being walked on or a person getting away with something he sees as cruel. If you are a friend of jasper's never tell him about the people that have hurt you. The boy will see it as his responsibility to murderer the person whose hurt you. Whether if that's sleeping with the enemies boyfriend, blackmailing him, framing him using his connections, or just total humiliation, it will be completely cold-hearted.
  
• WARM, hah. Funny after all these terrible traits 'warm' pops up out of no where. You haven't read wrong and this isn't misplaced. Deep, deep, deep down surrounded by stone walls, electric fences, steel bars, and guarded by Dobermans is this odd organ. A kind object that wants to do the right thing. He calls it his 'common sense' time to time, but really it's the goodness he has that he tries so hard to had. It's his mercy, it's his sweet nature, it's his heart. This is the part of him that is a true romantic, even if he denies that love exists and heavily despises clingy couples. Anyone is capable of reaching this side of jasper, but they have to work hard and be careful. If one puts in the wrong key or makes a wrong move, he'll put his guard up and bury his heart deeper. For godsakes, the man doesn't even cry in front of his friends. It'll take a lot to open up the warmth.

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MOTHER;; Kristen Dove Sterling, mother, foutry-two [preschool teacher]
FATHER;; Conroy Sterling, father, fourty-five [police officer]
SIBLINGS;; Randal Sterling, younger brother, fifteen [dreams to be cop] - deceased
PETS;; Doris, white rat, four years old
HOMETOWN;; » London, England
OVERALL HISTORY;; Life can be blissful and it can be painful. It can lift you up and it can tear you apart. It's full of love and it's full of hate. It's a sensation of emotions that could make even a teenager of seventeen years mind go spinning wild. Let's start from the beginning though. From the old 'once upon a time', where two people's lives collide and intertwine.

Conroy Sterling was your classic police officer, devoted to justice and to see the good guy win. He wasn't an ugly lad with a beer belly, but wasn't necessarily your muscle macho man. Still, his pair of blue eyes caught a young teacher's attention as she entered the headquarter to hang up fliers on their board. She smiled at him, and he smiled back, watching her put up a Missing Dog flier on the wall. Now, if there was anyway to get into a woman's heart it was with a baby or a dog. Two sensitive subjects that will always sweep her off her feet. Too timid to go up to her after she stapled the paper to the board, he decided he'd call her (with the number left behind) after having something to win her over. When he was off duty he walked around with dog treats, whistling urgently, for Miss Dove's precious pooch. In the week he found the pup in an alley chewing on garbage, and once cleaning him up called the young woman.

Like Conroy had expected she was more than happy to go out with him after dropping off her puppy. That date turned to a second, which turned to another, and another. They went out for a year before he proposed. Loving her knight in shining armor she didn't hesitate to say 'yes', and they got married months later. Moving into a new house the two were affixed with each other and to Conroy's happiness she was soon pregnant.

The first son was, yours truly, Jasper. The boy had inherited his father's breath-taking blue eyes and the sweet and tender heart of his mother. For the years he lived under their house as a toddler he was a loving boy. He was always holding his mother's hand, sitting in his father's lap as he eagerly listened to his stories, and his laugh always seem to echo through the house. The boy was even a good brother when a new family came into the picture, his little brother Randal. Randal was a shy child and was always hiding behind his brother when ever going to new playgrounds or when a strange relative came over. Like the good kid he was, Jasper was always there for Randal. He loved the boy to pieces and even on Randal's first days of elementary school he acted like he knew the place inside out and made sure he was comfortable. The two were very much opposites. Jasper was outgoing, curious of new things, and always ready to volunteer. Randal, on the other hand, was shy, nervous, and afraid when attention was drawn on him.

The thing the two had in common though was they were sweet and gifted. It was seen right a way how both of them excelled through school, absorbing material like a sponge. Randal could never outrun his brother though for his lack of confidence. He was a perfectionist and did things a thousand times before turning them in. Jasper was more readily to show off his work, get his well worth praised, and rose in the ranks. In middle school they began to put him in honor classes, sometimes having to go off the school grounds in order to get a challenge. Randal, left behind, was stuck alone and the easy target of ridicule without his brother. This is when Jasper began to get his vicious edge. Since seventh grade everyone knew him as a radiate friendly ray of sunshine. One day though, after his brother came home crying after being picked up, something snapped in Jasper.

Immediately the next day he went to the school and pounded the crap out of the boys that had messed with his beloved brother. Just because he wasn't around didn't give anyone the right to even touch Randal. Jasper just wanted to make sure everyone understood. The boys walked away with their lives, but had to be ushered to the nurse for their bleeding lips and bloody noses. No one could have imagined a boy many would have classified as a 'nerd' be able to turn strong bullies into whimpering imbeciles. At least now, the older brother wouldn't have to worry about anyone underestimating him.

Why can't you fight all demons? Why can't you protect the ones you love from evil things that you can't see or control? Like fate...

While in his freshman year of high school, Jasper was doing very well when he began to notice something different about his brother. He was beginning to have random mood changes and painful head aches every now and again. Also Jasper would tell him something or remind him of a good time, and Randal would be puzzled. He couldn't remember ever having a slip-and-slide or the first day of school. His older brother just shrugged it off, continuing getting good grades, while his brother gradually began to do poorly. The changing point, that proved something was truly wrong, was when Jasper was leaving a movie with his brother and he fell to the ground. At first he thought his brother was being funny and laughed, until his body jolted on the ground, resembling a seizure.

His brother was rushed to the hospital and at first the doctors had no idea what was wrong. They did test after test, until they tried something they hoped would be wrong. Giving him an MRI they spotted a large brain tumor within his skull, destroying his brother from the inside out. The doctors said they could try to remove it, but where it was could be extremely risky. The tumor had also been growing, unrecognized for quite sometime. They weren't sure how much damage it had done. Staying in the hospital, Jasper was there every afternoon with his brother. He began to start smoking, trying to relieve the stress of how his brother was just slowly dying in bed. The boy never revealed these thoughts to Randal, but Jasper couldn't help but begin to fall a part. His brother was growing sicker, his skin losing color, and it was obvious he wasn't going to make it.

One day, a year after the movie theater event, while waking up in the morning, getting ready for school, his home got a phone call. His mother quickly picked it up, before soon dropping it to the ground. The hospital didn't tell her over the phone what happened, but she could figure it out. Randal had passed that morning. Dropping his books, Jasper went to his bedroom and completely broke down. He punched a dent in his wall, tears streaming down his face, angry and full of grief. The door was locked and was only opened when his father picked it to try and comfort him. At first he pushed the older man a way, before crumbling like a helpless child in his grasp, sobbing weakly.

Eventually life had to go on. Jasper had no more tears to cry, Randal was buried, and Conroy persuaded his son into going back to school. They hoped the distraction of his education and his old friends would help him adjust back into his normal routine. Unfortunately the effort was useless. Jasper began ignoring his assignment and started isolating himself more and more in his room. When his parents caught him collapsed on the bathroom floor with a empty prescription bottle next to them, they accepted their son had a major problem. The doctor who saved Jasper's life the same day from his overdose advised them that it be best for him to start over somewhere else and possibly be put into a institution. Not knowing what else to do, Jasper was dropped into St. John's where he tried to commit suicide two more times. The staff in the institute are trying their best to put the boy back on his feet but so far it seems like a waste...

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