PARKER, steven ransom

[STEVEN PARKER]

(STEVEN PARKER)

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Hello! It is a pleasure meeting you,JJ. Well, your file claims you are twenty-three years old and that you are a female. That's very interesting! It also says you own Ashton Johnson which is fascinating as well. In case we need to reach you, which would be the best way to contact you? pm? We will get back to you shortly once we are finished reviewing your application! Thank you and have a ncie day!

FULL NAME;; Steven Ransom Parker
NICKNAMES;; Steve.. Stevie
BIRTHDATE/AGE;; Oct/31 : 20
SEXUALITY;; bisexual
PLAYBY;; frank iero

GENDER;; Male
HAIR;; Black
EYES;; hazel-green
HEIGHT;; 5'5"/5'6"
WEIGHT;; 130
STYLE;; Mostly hoodies and jeans. T-shirts with bands like nirvana or skeletons on them and etc.

LIKES;;

DISLIKES;;

GOALS;;

FEARS;;

SECRETS;;
He doesnt like sleeping in bed alone
He tried to kill himself a couple times He bares a scar along his left arm that starts a couple inches from his elbow and goes down to his wrist
OVERALL PERSONALITY;;
Stevie is one of the most laid back guys you'll ever meet. Whether its because hes high all the time or because he just doesnt let things bother him is a toss up, or its both. He really doesnt like letting his mind get bogged down by insignificant worries, he figures hes dealt with that for the most of his life that now he just wants to ride through life without heavy shoulders. Stevie really sees no point in the drama that infests the lives of everyone, even so hes not even completely free of it, but he doesnt make it a point to rule his life either.

Steve loves music and generally enjoys anything to do with it, unless something is ruining it. One exmple is T.V. shows like American Idol, though when hes high he can be found to be watching it from time to time and cursing at the screen. Other then that he tends to enjoy watching shows like the discovery channel, or the food network, the history channel, animal planet, and even abc or channels with Jeapordy and Wheel of fortune. If hes watching that then you know hes probably high. He isnt some kind of 'I must learn' nut. In fact he really doesnt care about studies, he wants to be a musician and he doesnt really need to know much for that, just his talent.

Steve does like to read and not just certain things, he is pretty open to all kinds especially comic books. He even tends to dabble in drawing his own from time to time. Steve isnt much of an alcoholic, though he does drink. What his biggest problem is are drugs. He is a huge druggie and 99% of the time hes high. It would amaze someone that he isnt completely fucked up by now. Steve is a bit of a procrastinator but he uses the excuse that most of his best stuff comes when under pressure. People are actually surprised to realize just how smart he is. He could do extensive math problems in his sleep, he just is really smart, he just doesnt apply it unless it contains to music or cars. He has a tendancy to do his friends homework too, not because hes trying to suck up, but just because it gives him something to do. Hes not big on showing people, hes not good with teaching, hed rather just do the work and let them get credit for it, but thats Steve for ya.

Steve has a lot of fears most are common, but some are a little off especially for a guy. Another thing you wouldnt suspect of him is his need for body contact. He doesnt cling to people and he doesnt ask, but when its offered he doesnt shy away from it. He craves it, though he wont be the one to initiate it. His biggest problem is at night. He will not sleep in his bed alone, he hates the feeling of cold sheets and no one to curl up against. He loves body warmth and some might think hes a man whore for sleeping with lots of people, but its not always about sex for him, though he wont admit it. If hes not sleeping with anyone hes sleeping on his couch.

Stevie is not emo and he doesnt like suicide, though some would call him hypocritical once they see the scar on his arm. That was a weak time and it was a slap in the face once he did it. He hadnt believed in it before and he hates it even more so now, but you cant change the past especially that which leaves scars as visible and deep as some. The only thing you can do is move on and not make the same mistakes. On the upside, hes a fun guy to be around, he likes to have fun, play tricks on people, and what not. Hes a great listener and often times, without meaning to, he becomes a psychologist to his friends. They just always talk to him about their problems and he always lets them and offers what he can for them. He can be quite sweet though at the same time he can be very blunt and not always the best and saying things in a nice way. He doesnt mean it, just the way he is. Steve does love tattoos, but his real reason for the amount of tattos was to cover up all of his scars, especially the one on his inner left arm where he had tried to commit suicide. He likes to think that it creates a fresh surface and puts a cover over the past where he doesnt have to deal with it again.

Steve isnt the most open person when it comes to his own feelings though, and his usual remedy is to just get high or play some stupid trick on someone or take on some stupid dare. He is the type to just bottle up until he explodes whether he realizes it or not and his most touchy subject other then his scar is his home life. Though even as laid back as Steve is, there are times when if someone messes with him and his friends he becomes one scary ass MF
Steve is also a druggie, something he doesnt try to hide or deny either. He has been around the stuff for as long as he remembers and so far nothings really stopped him. He doesnt do any of the heavy stuff and has this aura of control about himself that he has complete control over what he does. The only thing he cant seem to control lis hsi sex drive when hes high. He is normally easily turned on but it gets even worse when hes high. He doesnt really see it as a problem, and whenever someone complains of it being too quick he just shrugs and tells them that its not about hoe long but the quality and hes pretty damn good.

MOTHER;; Diane Parker, 42, unknown
FATHER;; Jonathan Parker, 45, Sales-person though now unknown
SIBLINGS;; n/a
HOMETOWN;; Rome WI
OVERALL HISTORY;;
Steve had lived in Rome all his life. His family had been poor and as a child hed been picked on a lot for his obviously old and worn clothing and lack of wealth. He was known as the 'Joe Dirt' of Rome, at least thats what the kids had started. His mother was a slut, having slept with most any guy that would sleep with her, married or not. His father was a terrible salesman who was gone for the most part and once he did get money from his sales he would gamble it away at a casino while he was out. Both his parents were druggies and alcoholics.
Steve was actually a really good kid, but he turned into their own personal stress reliever. When his parents were home it was always frank they took out their frustrations on. When they were fucked up from drugs and alchohol they would 'play' with him, do experiments usually consisting of putting out cigarette butts on his skin or seeing what kinds of things they could feed him until he threw up and they could start all over. He was pretty certain his parents shared a love for torture. It was times like that Steve would think of that book ' A boy called It '. He wondered briefly if his parents had read that because some times they would do some of the things that Steve had read about. Of course the only thing that he thought about was that, the kid in that book had it a lot worse then he did and he survived, so he could to.
Steve would hide his bruises and burns under his long sleeved shirts. No one really asked anyway, they thought it was better to stay away from stuff like that. They didnt even think anything of it when he looked nearly gaunt from lack of eating, or sleeping. Didnt say anything when he came to school looking like he hadnt showered in a few days or when he never ate lunch accept the occasional sandwhich or fruit. They just figured it was natural since he was poor.
When Steve was 11 he stole some of his moms drugs. That was the start of his addiction and he hasnt stopped since. He used to experiment with drugs and had nearly OD'd a couple times. His parents never seemed to care usually teling him they wished hed died. After the last time Steve stuck to marijuana. It was safe he figured and he still got his fix.
When Steve was 15 he got his first boyfriend... and realized he liked the opposite sex as well. His boyfriend was a couple years older then him and was his supervisor at his work. He thought everything was going well, it was the one thing he looked forward to in his day and when his parents were gone they were able to hang out at his house. They were together for a little over a year and steve was love struck of course and as far as he knew it was mutual. One night though they had to stay at his boyfriends house and his parents got home earlier then expected. His boyfriend blamed steve saying he was the one trying to get him to do stuff while he was trying to push him off. They threw steve out. His boyfriend started to avoid him after that and it wasnt till two weeks later he caught him in the storeroom with some girl. After that steve realized he couldnt trust people, couldnt rely on anyone and that he was alone. He started back with the harder drugs at it was then that he tried to kill himself.
He nearly had too. Stupid him had been too high to think about doing it somewhere else other then the bathrooms at the school. He hadnt thought that someone would actually go to the bathrooms during class.
It was around this time that Steven started getting tattoos. He knew a friend whos older brother would do them for him for free, besides he always claimed he needed practice. Steve was addicted but more so it was something that hid his scars for the most part.
His parents still werent home and it took several months before they finally did show up. They were around for a couple of months and oddly seemed quite happy. Apparently taking that trip had done wonders for them, unfortunately Steve seemed to be a thorn in their side, some kind of growth they were stuck with and everytime they looked at him it was as if they were blaming him for existing. A little before his seventeenth birthday Steve barely heard the door shutting and the car leaving. It wasnt till he got up in the morning to find a note on the fridge door.

Steven,
Me and your mother decided that we couldnt stay here anymore. It was tearing us apart. We found a nice place to live out in california. Im sorry but we cant take you. To be honest you were an accident in the first place and we realized something over the past couple of months but we just arent meant to be parents. We were happy but looking at you made us hate each other again. I hope you understand.

Bye.


Steven crumpled up the paper and threw it away. He wasnt surprised that he wasnt surprised by the turn of events. He couldnt afford the place on his own and stay in school as well. Besides it wasnt long before social services had caught wind of his abandonment. Steven packed up the things he needed and left, not wanting to have to deal with all of that crap. Hed technically been alone this long, he could stand to be completely alone now.

Steven was on his own barely making it and he hadnt been able to settle down in any place. He had no money and people just wouldnt hire him. The few small jobs he did get were pretty much running drugs and he knew how dangerous that was so he rarely stayed in the same spot and only ran a couple times for the same person as to not get himself caught into something.

His last stop, though he hadnt meant for it to be, had been chicago and he honestly had no idea how he came upon st. Johns, but here he was now and so far itd been the only luck hed had since his parents had left.

this application was created by steph! of forever & never! she made it and she would highly appreciate it if you didn't steal it without either asking first to use it or by simply keeping the credit where the credit is due! lyrics belongs to the kidney thieve's - before i'm dead - which you should download asap! remember-steal or take off credits and she will hunt you down and kill you in your sleep ^-^

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