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Post by PETER WALKER on Apr 19, 2009 20:48:40 GMT -5
Peter honestly felt a little guilty that he hadn't been playing his own game. He should be the one that never stopped since he was the creator and all. But the lack of people he was able to tackle was starting to dwindle a little bit. After having no Cait, no Taylor, and being afraid of pushing Ashton away, well, it didn't leave him with too many options and he didn't like that. Peter needed to be able to have fun and be lively. That was just who he was. He needed to be able to talk a thousand words a minute and not slow down for anyone, sing random songs that don't relate to the situation, and just be wild and crazy. That was the part of Peter that people had been used to seeing. He had toned it down a lot lately, but he figured that it would pick back up one day... that he wouldn't have to worry about pushing people away. "Yeah, I knooooow, total shocker right?!"
Cait's comment about damian made Peter laugh. Those had been really close to his original thoughts. Peter was just concerned for Taylor's safety. It was probably not good of Peter to jusdge Damian without really knowing if there were any truth to the stories... but it was hard. Damian tended to give off that intimidating look that just screamed murderer. "Oh I've told Taylor as much... but you know, he seems really happy with stalking Damian... I couldn't get in the way of that if I tried." He chuckled and shook his head, "Mm, major downfall, I care for my friends too much." That had more truth than Peter ever would have thought it would. Peter is one one of the few people that could say he would actually take a bullet for his friends and mean it.
Peter raised an eyebrow, "Rediculous, doctors should be more careful." He shook his head as if he were disappointed before a sly smile crept back onto his lips. "Oh well, the ycan fatten America. I'm gonna stay skinny." Peter refused to get fat. Most of what he ate, like Ashton had said before, went to his ass. It was a process that Peter was used to, and most of the time he enjoyed it. He loved trying to fatten himself up only for his freak metabolism to deny it. The boy could eat all the junk food he wanted all day and all that would happen would be a little more junk in his trunk later on. There was nothing wrong with that and Peter knew it. Though he did often complain about his girly hips.
Ashton was a sore subject at the moment. He tried to force his thoughts somewhere else, but was slightly unsuccessful. Peter just wished that Cait would catch on and they could talk about something else. Finally the subject changed and they had moved on to Caitlin breaking down right there for a moment. Peter hated seeing her upset. It just didn't look right on her. He was so used to seeing her with a smile and laughing... crying was something else altogether. Peter didn't know what to say to her about the saving her virginity. He had never wanted to save his after getting serious with Alex so Peter didn't really know how she felt about that.
Peter watched Cait as she seemed to quiet down as if in thought about something. But when Cait answered him her words kind of stung him. He had loved Alex... sometimes he thought he still did. Peter looked away, insistent on thinking that he was over that part of his life... that he didn't love Alex anymore and that was all in the past. But the boy did cross his thoughts more often than he should. Peter looked a little shocked when Cait said that she didn't know if she loved him. "It's okay, Caitlebear." Peter said with a gentle smile, brushing a strand of hair from her face. "It's not like you don't have time to think about this stuff. I mean, you have your whole life ahead of you to sort the love thing out whether you love Malachi in the end or fall for someone else."[/blockqote][/blockqujote]
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